Thank you everyone! You make me feel so normal! I always feel I need to explain what I've been up to - silly, huh?
Anyway, after a very naughty coffee yesterday, I got off my butt and tidied up our bedroom which now looks great, so I did SOMETHING!
Today is better- my frog has gone away for now. And yes, LauraSue, I will take my meds. It's very dumb I know and so not worth it. I've now taken it at the right time 4 days running, so I'm getting back into the swing of things. Going away just always throws me out.
BeagleLover, could you change to another drug? Sounds like that is NOT doing enough and of course you don't want to f**k your eyesight (sorry!). Drowning is NOT a good feeling. You go drag yourself out and pester your doctor. It's not good enough. In the meantime, I always find a walk and some chocolate (plain for me!) cheering. [[[[[[[[[[HUGS]]]]]]]]]]!!!