the beast (what I call "depression") is visiting me again.. ..i just wanna crawl in a hole....and my in-laws are coming to visit and will be here soon.....
i'm feeling so down that when i went to the eye doctor today, his assistant said something to me and i almost started crying. she saw the tears in my eyes and left the room. i know she thinks i'm nutty for crying over my stupid contacts!
i am taking my medicine, but haven't had a mood swing in a long time, but i feel it breaking thru.......
i don't want to do anything, talk to anyone, go anywhere .....