Michelle, you will be in my prayers. I too have had two miscarriages. I stopped trying after that. I decided that I needed a LONG emotional and mental break after my D&C.
I was in the midst of my last miscarriage on my birthday no less on 9/11/01. Just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. If you need a sounding board. Feel free to email me. lovejoy_22@hotmail.com
Time will heal. It will never go away, but it will get better.