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Hey darlin',
Aww, poor you.. I so feel for you, believe me! I know how hard it is to be so far apart from the person you loove and for it to make things so difficult. I am the same as you, I am not normally a jealous person but being far away makes all those little demons come running out sometimes. I know that after I left my boyfriend in England, a girl he used to fancy thought I'd gone forever and was texting him all the time and he went out with her (and other people!) and even though I _knew_ nothing was happening, it drove me nuts. It's that little spark of jealousy that you can usually put out once he gets home, and you can realise how silly you were probably being.. trouble is, when you're far away and he can't come home and reassure you of the silliness, that little spark can get mighty big.
As for him not listening to anything you say right now, I am so sorry that boys are so frustrating and so not as good at communicating as us girls! My boyfriend will just shut down to me if I am really going on about something, and I think they must only be able to deal with so much before they just switch right off! Seriously, though, he will probably come around. If he were in your position, he would probably be feeling the same and if he thinks about it, he'll realise it. If the two of you were so close that you thought about being married, he must have more faith in you than to just turn his back because you got a little lonely and jealous! We're only human!
As for the waitressing, don't worry! I have been waitressing for so long and I can tell you there is nothing to it. As long as you can do a good amount of @$$ kissing for the customers, carry a few plates and try not to spill many drinks, you'll be fine (though I did spill an entire tray of glasses of water all over myself an 2 ladies once when I was a waitress in Canada... that was nice! And I had been a waitress for 2 years by then!) The other good thing about waitressing, is usually there are people of a youngish age who are usually pretty nice. Not all of 'em, obviously, but I made tons of friends when I worked at the restaurants I've worked at. Once you can get in with the people you are working with, and get a bit more of a social life in your new surroundings, you will probably feel so much better. AND then you'll have your boyfriend wondering what you're getting up to when you're always out and about!
Good luck, luv, I know it seems shitty now but I will be sending good thoughts your way!
*HUG HUG HUG*
--Steph

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~~I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell-I know right now you can't tell~~Matchbox 20
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