Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | Do you ever get the feeling....

that there is something in your life that has to change to make you better or whole again? Ever think that if you moved to another place IBS or anxiety wouldn't be an issue that you would simply be a different person? Sorry for all the rhetorical questions I apparently ordered a steaming hot helping of self pity today and keep wondering what I can change. I asked for time off from my job because I thought that would ease my anxiety and therefore help with my IBS but it has only seemed to get worse as the time goes by and I don't even know that I have a job to go back to anymore. My anxiety has gotten so much worse since I have eliminated some of the things that were causing it because I simply don't have the will to try anymore.

At the beginning of the week I was really thinking I would get better because I had been doing better with trying to eat and started back at therapy, finally got my hypno cds to listen to, bought a yoga dvd, started trying equalactin and started going for walks. Ick sometimes I just wonder what it would be like to be anyone but me. *sorry for the pity party just had to get it out*

love & aloha,
Megs

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