I am so jittery and anxious, I called my mom to complain just now. She said, "It might have been the tea." What?? "Well the tea you drank at my house after dropping me off-- I didn't have decaf so I gave you caffeinated tea... Do you think that might be it?"
My mother is my biggest saboteur. Besides me, that is. I try not to eat anything at her house because it always ends the same way. It strains family gatherings, but hey, it is what it is.
So now I am PISSED and my anxiety is outta control. I'm still in major pain from yday at the dentist, having had not 1 but 4 teeth worked on. I hold my breath when I hear the drill, and when I came home, I'd exploded into hives on my chest and all of my neck and back.
It's not been a good week, and I have my annual pap on Monday too, plus my depr shots which HURTS. I have Great Stress right now.
I'm not sure what my original post was going to be about, but I got sidetracked. Think it was something like "It's so hard to control what's in what we eat without misleading labels and other people's cooking." Or something.
But I'm anxious, my teeth hurt, and my mom made me sick, so please forgive my rant.
~nelly~
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