Re: help! what is this?
12/25/08 04:48 PM
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I don't quite think I need a professional. Plus the only place I make myself be at is work because I have to work and can't afford to get fired.making appointments or finding rides to places doesn't work for me,except when I need to go to work,or sometimes wal mart..other than that people complain and won't take me places..It was hard enough just trying to get to a lip piercing appointment,cuz I had to hide it from my parents and figure out my bf and my schedule so he could take me.
yes I want to drive but not able to work enough hours cuz of ibs and I have ibs supplemnt expenses,grocery expenses and a few more things.. I know there is a way.I just purchased the ibs audio program yesterday,if u remember what I said in my Uhh post.
I need to re invent myself to when I was most happy..Well when I had summer school pe I was riding bike and doing sports,I think it was 6 hours a day. I was super fit and ppl noticed! That was a time when I didn't have ibs..there was a time when I was very strict with my ibs diet..So I could focus on health,fitness,and my video games..cleaning and organizing my room,read a book...I guess I obsess on what I can't have and what I can't do such as save much money or move out.. and then I just keep doing the same things over everyday and never change..
I should be working on being less of a slob..I left a bowl of food under my computer desk,and everyday I'm picking up dishes that pile up..I'm a pretty careless person.Forgetful too...
I guess I could write a list of things to fucus on and print it out,oh there's this handheld voice recorder thing I want..I could play it everytime I'm about to eat bad food or be a slob,ect..I would say something like"remember how you feel after you eat the good tasting bad food?"remember wanting to improve your ibs but never breaking the bad habits?"
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