OMG- I can't imagine working in a hospital & hearing that lullaby every time. It is so bittersweet. Others deserve to have babies too, even the ones who didn't plan it or only tried once. But, we can't help but feel sad, even jealous of them. I know many others have said it, but nobody knows what it is like until they have gone through it. I realized that 1000 times over once my problems began.
I also wanted to tell you that in my experience there are quite a few steps before actually taking infertility drugs. Maybe talk to your doctor about them because months have gone by with all the testing I have had to do before I finally got to start the Clomid this cycle. Maybe she will at least agree to do some of that testing (blood work to test the hormone levels, semen analysis, HSG test, etc) before you actually hit that year mark.
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