I remember being really hungry on clomid and emotional doesn't even begin to describe it, raving bitch is a bit closer to how I actually felt!!! I also did two cycles of femara which is similar to clomid but I didn't respond as well to that so than went on to the gonatropins, which are the injectables.
My girlfriend not only got pregnant and had her baby but she named her daughter Isabel which is what I had named one of my twins and she knew that. Makes it even harder.
I don't know if I will ever feel well enough to even try again. I am trying to come to terms with that but its a pretty hard thing to do. I will be 38 this summer so the alarms on my clock are starting to go off.
Maybe if I ever get well, we will adopt an older child through social services. The cost is very minimal for hard to place kids in the system and I think they consider something like age 6 to be "older."
One thing at a time right now though, I must get healthy again. I need some time to feel well before I take on the welfare of another human life.
-------------------- Taking it one day at a time.....