My shrink said the same thing this morning!! That I need to concentrate on all that I am and have done and not focus on what I can't do. This has just all gone all for SOOOO long, I am mentally exhausted and my body is broken!
I think I will be able to fit into the dress, if I could just lose another 10 pounds between now and May 3. I am only eating 1200 calories a day, can't eat any less or I will pass out! I need to exercise but I just can't right now, maybe after the next treatment.
The good news is that I found out that I have a $1500 cap on out of pocket expenses!!!! Thats still a lot of money but it sure beats what we were looking at!!!!
If the swelling and PAIN in my fingers would chill out, I think my disposition would improve a bunch!
-------------------- Taking it one day at a time.....