Hi Michele....{{{{hugs}}}} I'm so sorry I haven't been on the forums much to be current on all you have gone through lately. But from reading this post of yours, sounds like you are going through a terrible and trying time right now. I'll keep you in my prayers and hope all goes well. Just stay strong and keep smiling even though it may seem hard to do at times. I've posted this favorite quote of mine several times, but I'll post it here again in hopes it will bring you some encouragement and strength.... "When you come to the edge of all the light you know, and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly." ~Barbara J. Winter Keep flying, Michele! {{{hugs}}}