I've got a cold or something but I'm doing a little better anxiety-wise. This afternoon my daughter, who has been a TERRIBLE two lately, crawled in my lap and cuddled for about 10 minutes. I just felt something inside me soften, and even felt different in my thoughts immediately somehow. After that i went to work, and was fine and continue to be a bit better. Its not gone, but its better somehow. I guess I needed a 10 minute hug!
Thanks everyone, all of your posts have helped too, for me to not feel alone in this. I'm going to be more active about tracking down a therapist, and will keep everyone posted I"m sure.
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