I just read your post and my heart just wants to cry for you but then I thought, NO, Michelle does not want that! Sometimes when we are told that we are strong so often we want to live up to that. It's ok though Michelle. There is a time that comes that sometimes you can't always be strong. I am SO glad though that you are being taken care of properly with new meds and new doc treatments. I hope for the best with you Michelle. You deserve so much more in life than what life has dealt you. I do pray that this is the last horrible thing that can happen to you and that your life from here on in will improve. We need you MICHELLE and just remember that! Prayers and more prayers for you!!! Take care....