Michelle, I think you can sense by now just how many people here truly care for you and think you are an amazing person. Count me in. I am sorry that you had to go through all that, by yourself. I will be praying for you that you will find the answers you are so desperately seeking. BTW, did you ever investigate further the mold/fungus/yeast thing with your health? I remember you mentioning something about that in one of your previous postings. I would still consider that as an option to investigate. Love ya! Kim