Reged: 08/06/04
Posts: 4381
Loc: Within stray mortar fire of DC
It takes courage for you to spill your emotions out on the page and I have profound respect for you for it! Thank you so much for letting us know what happened. You are very brave to do so, and I respect what you've been through these last weeks. People who don't have daily, soul-crushing physical pain won't understand what people like us have to do just to make it through the day. I've always believed there's a dignity in suicide, and I think people who do not have pain like this do not understand. I will not keep a gun in the house because of my pain-- BF acts like he understands, I don't know if he really does. But I know you do. I think that's why the boards are so important. Please lean on us! You have so much to teach the world, and your board friends and I are here to listen. I've often thought about group therapy, has it worked any? It seems like a good way to reach out to people.
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