having a crappy couple of days...
10/31/07 06:05 PM
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caitlineb
Reged: 07/01/07
Posts: 68
Loc: bay area, CA
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Literally. Crappy.
I just got a promotion at work so I should be thrilled. Instead I feel sick, tired, depressed, and alone. I am not literally alone. I live with my boyfriend. But I don't have anyone to commiserate with! He is so normal it bugs me sometimes!
I get no support at work from the people I am "leaving behind" as I move on to bigger and better things there. I get snide remarks and jealousy-laced whispers. Fake congratulatory handshakes. I worked my butt off for two years and am getting something that I believe (and my bosses believe) I deserve. I feel like I'm back in high school with these people!
And to top things off I have been having D for the past two days. I was doing so well for a while! No complaints! I was ecstatic with the minimal number of BMs I was having, which is something else my boyfriend doesn't understand... I guess lots of people take for granted their daily BM. I jump for joy when I have just one!
Anyway, I have just been sitting here since I got home from work CRYING. Yes, I am feeling sorry for myself and my situation. Crying and writing this baloney have helped a bit, so thanks to anyone out there who reads this and doesn't think: oh, stop your whining! I could probably use you as a real-life friend!
-------------------- "I have no patience for lactose. And I won't stand for it." -Jerry Seinfeld
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