Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | I'M TIRED.....OF EVERYTHING....

I'M TIRED OF NOBODY UNDERSTANDING. OF ALWAYS HAVING TO EXPLAIN MYSELF. OF ALWAYS BEING THE ONE WHO IS SICK AND THE ONE WHO DISRUPTS TRIPS BECAUSE I NEED TO FIND A BATHROOM. I'M TIRED OF BEING ANXIOUS ALL THE TIME ABOUT WHAT MY STOMACH MIGHT DO. I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLING ME TO NOT THINK ABOUT IT SO MUCH. I'M TIRED OF NOT HAVING ANY TRUE FRIENDS. I'M TIRED OF BEING TOLD "YOU USED TO BE ABLE TO EAT THAT." I'M TIRED OF FEELING ALONE. I'M TIRED OF BEING SCARED. I'M TIRED OF BEING AFRAID THAT I WILL HAVE AN ATTACK THAT WILL CAUSE A MOST EMBARRASING MOMENT. I'M TIRED OF INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE. I'M TIRED OF BEING MISSUNDERSTOOD. I'M TIRED OF NEVER BEING INVITED TO DO ANYTHING OTHER THAN WITH MY HUSBAND. I'M TIRED OF ALWAYS DOING WHAT OTHERS WANT ME TO DO, BUT NOBODY DOING WHAT I WANT TO DO. I'M TIRED OF ALWAYS GIVING IN. I'M TIRED OF CARING ABOUT OTHERS, BUT NOT GETTING THE SAME IN RETURN. I'M TIRED OF ALWAYS TRYING SO HARD AND NEVER GETTING ANYWHERE. I'M TIRED OF NOT BEING ABLE TO ADEQUATELY EXPRESS MY TRUE FEELINGS IN SPOKEN WORDS. I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING! IF I WERE TO DIE TODAY....WOULD I COME BACK AS ANOTHER PERSON WITH IBS? I WANT TO COME BACK AS A DOG WITH A GOOD HOME. I WANT TO BE TREATED WITH THE SAME RESPECT I GIVE OTHERS. I WANT TO BE UNDERSTOOD. I'M TIRED OF FEELING LIKE WHEN I'M NEEDED I'M ALWAYS THERE, BUT WHEN I NEED SOMEONE, I DON'T FEEL CONFIDENT THAT THEY WILL BE THERE. I MISS MY UNCLE AND MY GRANDMOTHER. THEY WERE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEEDED THEM. WITHOUT QUESTION.
sorry for rambling....thanks for listening....

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