Re: Thanks Janey
04/18/07 02:57 AM
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Blondie13
Reged: 02/28/06
Posts: 641
Loc: Sheffield, England
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Yeah, I expected everyone would be so surprised. Remember when he actually used to come on here, post as MrBlondie13, and ask for good tummy vibes from everyone to get me through something tough? Where did that man go?! 
I don't underestimate how tough it must have been for him, at all, the bit that confuses me is how it was "not a problem, at all" for so very very long, and then overnight it suddenly became a deal breaker. Or is that just because he's a man?!  
The family & friends thing has been a real shocker, only one thought we were going to last the distance, and the others seem to have seen/logged his weaknesses way before I did.
Despite what he's done / said, I really want to try and end up friends, though of course that will take a good while. He said that we'd become more like "house-sharers" than anything else, but even if that was the case (it wasn't) we still stayed great friends, laughed a lot, understood the other, slept cuddled together in bed every night, talked about work, the news, politics, our friends, etc. He said Friday night "we never actually talk anymore!", but we did, a lot, and I don't want to lose all of that.
Hurrumph... Everyone's being so nice, and it's making me cry again! 
How much would I give for a time machine, so I could go back and make a couple of changes, try a little bit harder on a couple of things - just to see if it made a difference...?
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