I am sorry to hear of all of your pain. Somehow you have managed to survive some very great hurdles. You are an inspirational person for us all. You are a very brave person and taking this step for you will be huge but hopefully all will pay off. I am praying for you. Taking it a day at a time is a great attitude. Actually, when I was at my worst you inspired me to slow down, take a step back and reevaluate my life with that simple sentence.