I think you are doing the right thing. You need to be healthy first before you could try to take care of a child. There are many ways for you to share all that extra love you have and youm mentioned some great ones!! I had one shot of mx when I had an ectopic pregnancy. I couldn't coneceive until 3-4months after i was given it. And that was only a one time shot. It was a better alternative than having to have my tube removed. I don't remember being sick from the shot just from the miscarrying process. But then again like I said I only had one shot of it. I really wish you health and happiness Michele, because you sure do deserve it! I will keep you in prayers! Love ya!