Today was my due date - update
09/12/06 08:39 PM
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epa_ginger
Reged: 02/23/05
Posts: 1158
Loc: Chicago, IL
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Well, I have not progressed at all. My cervix is "posterior" and I'm not dilated. So we scheduled an induction for Monday morning. SO not what I wanted. It's possible I'll go into labor at some point before then, but it's looking doubtful. i don't know why, but I'm really bummed. I feel like a failure or something. I had a near perfect pregnancy, so to end this way is a bummer. I know it could be worse, and I am blessed to even HAVE this baby, however it happens. But now I possibly have 6 days to kill, and in my head my calendar ended TODAY! So I don't even know what I'm going to do with myself now. I don't even want to do stuff, because all I want to do is have the baby!
Sorry to vent, I think I'm just overly emotional. A lot of build up, you know??
Ginger
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