I am so sorry for everything you are going through right now sweetie! I haven't been on much being back to work and being completely overwhelmed! But I did read through your post today and wanted to tell you that I am thinking of you and really hope they find answers. I will continue to keep you in my prayers and I know it may not seem like it but I know that you can hang in there. There has to be some sunshine in your dark clouds right now. Maybe we can try to get together on a weekend if you are feeling up to it. Let me know! Call if you want to talk. I am avaiable after 4pm!!! Love ya!