I took the weekend off from being online and missed your post until this morning. Anniversaries are a double edged sword. You can't put them out of your mind, no matter how many years pass. I think it is completely normal to feel sadness. Chin up girl, we're all here for you.
BTW- I thought you were moving on from Jason?! Did I miss something? Is he having a hard time moving on from you?!
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