Flavors??? Lucky you, nope, mine were just plain CHALK!! Nothing had moved out by last night and I could feel it sitting in there like a rock so I took some stool softeners last night and a little miralax this morning and the evacuation as begun! Just glad to have it out!!
I really wish I could take a month or so off work and get all this health crap figured out. My boss talked to the crohns specialist this weekend at some social gathering as they are friends and he told my boss he doesn't really think I have crohns. I'll see the crohns guy Thursday to get the test results from the upper gi but not sure if the blood work will be in yet. If I don't have crohns and I don't have ra, what the hell do I have??? I had a dream last night, the steroids give you very vivid dreams-I was talking to the docs and they all said they had no idea whats wrong with me and I asked them who I should see and they said a shrink!!!! I'm starting to wonder myself. I know I'm depressed still over the loss of my babies and feeling like crap for so long but you can't make your joints swell up or your eyes to be so inflamed you have chronic uvietis for 11 months, can you?? If there is nothing wrong with me, why do my babies keep dying? Why do I feel so sick all the time. Why do I have such terrible D and throw up blood? Someone, PLEASE tell me its not all in my head. I'm afraid I'm starting to lose my grip.
-------------------- Taking it one day at a time.....
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Re: Blech. Hate that test!
Just glad to have it out!!
