Actually, the funny thing is, that Trevor did me such a huge favour by turning my world upside down. i've lost 30 pounds, gone through therapy, sorted out my finances and cut excess in a lot of areas, and I ahve greater faith in God and greater confidence in myself for all of this.
I truly believe I'm a tough cookie with a soft heart and that I work hard for what I get and deserve happiness.
Now that being said, I did contact Jason, and did ask to meet up...but it's all in his hands now, and he knows how I feel. Now I sit back, and now I have a lot more patience with the situation than I did before. Not knowing is just torture, but at least now I'm certain he cares about me.
-------------------- Keep on keepin' on...
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