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Claudia
      08/09/06 11:26 PM
_Willow

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Thank you. that was great...I appreciate it. yes, you are right. i believe my journey has begun now. i'm not saying I'm at the end by any means. LOL!

And maybe the frying pan voer the head approach is not what God's giving me because I need to do the thinking and have the patience. Sigh...the irony is...

I've been waiting since 2002 for this teaching position(it's only till christmas) and then I'll have to wait some more to get into a full year contract NOT attached to anyone.

I waited and am waiting longer now to hve another child. I ahve been waiting since I was about 5 years old to find the right guy....and even married the WRONG one and got a great parting gift in the process....I thought I'd have it figured out by now....having dated like 30 plus people in my life.

And now I wait for my puzzle pieces to fit. I ahve the self esteem, I have the closure I so desperately sought for so much of my past and my marriage...but I'm still waiting for that security in teaching career and that man I can love for decades and who will love me back for decades....

I don't even EXPECT forever anymore...Just, you know.. some seurity in this life. i've had so many struggles, and delat with so much neglect and abuse in my life...I'm ready for someone to treat me as Jason did...for that short time.

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Keep on keepin' on...

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* Driving myself CRAZY...ADVICE please....
_Willow
08/08/06 02:38 PM
* Totally understand heres my piece......
susieannah
08/09/06 01:10 PM
* Re: Driving myself CRAZY...ADVICE please....
Stephie
08/08/06 10:21 PM
* Stephie...and all...I'm getting to understand some things.
_Willow
08/08/06 11:54 PM
* Re: Darn right, girl!!!!
Yoda (formerly Hans)
08/09/06 05:52 AM
* Alicia-on and off topic...sort of a rant
_Willow
08/09/06 11:23 AM
* Re: I know... I feel so guilty, too... unworthy....
Yoda (formerly Hans)
08/09/06 03:56 PM
* ALICIA! re: I know... I feel so guilty, too... unworthy....
Brendarific
08/10/06 02:06 PM
* Re:Thanks, Brenda! ....sniff..... -nt-
Yoda (formerly Hans)
08/11/06 05:32 AM
* BIG hug from your online sister.....
_Willow
08/09/06 11:16 PM
* Re: My TWIN!!!!
Yoda (formerly Hans)
08/11/06 08:52 AM
* Atta girl!
_Willow
08/11/06 10:57 AM
* Ahh, slightly recharged...
_Willow
08/10/06 06:27 PM
* I think that everyone has the right idea,
hohoyumyum
08/08/06 08:55 PM
* See, that's the thing I figured out on my quest though....
_Willow
08/08/06 09:09 PM
* Okay ... how about a guy's view ...
Double J
08/08/06 04:31 PM
* I see your points....
_Willow
08/08/06 05:06 PM
* BUMP...more input...need more input
_Willow
08/08/06 08:53 PM
* Re: BUMP...more input...need more input
ArmyWife87
08/09/06 04:47 PM
* Claudia
_Willow
08/09/06 11:26 PM
* Re: OK - here's my take.
Yoda (formerly Hans)
08/08/06 04:28 PM
* Hey A, excellent reply...
_Willow
08/08/06 09:07 PM
* Re: Driving myself CRAZY...advice please....
Portageegal
08/08/06 03:56 PM
* Yep, I get the rebound thing
_Willow
08/08/06 09:25 PM

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