Thankyou for the support everyone. The wedding - I`ll give you an expanded extract of an email I`ve just sent caroline (blondie)
I`m v.tired as went to bed at 2am (and left earlier than I wanted to too because of tummy pains) then was up this morning at 4.30am with tum pains and on the loo urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh
but I danced all night with people I didn`t know as none of my boyfriends family would dance...they sat there either being boring or getting drunk and I wasn`t going to sit there and sulk in self pitty that I couldn`t drink so I thought "sod the tummy ache - due to the unfriendly ibs food available" - and danced from 10-12.30am ish. Although enjoying myself bloody well backfired as i had the WORST pains ever when I stopped and had to leave. (not to mention the sweaty hair, face and white armits where fake tan had come off)
What I am reeeeeeeeeeeeeally gutted about is I think the wedding and all the fuss has put my boyfriend off even more nearly three years James god damn it and i only want the ring hehehe (that was a joke!)...pics to follow in the next few days!
Tum is killing today but I`m goig to give out C.Vs again tomorrow. No stop for the wicked hey!
Can someone help me figure out the lesson I am supposed to learn from this whole job mess....
quick reminder = left my part time job of 4.5 years as I hated it and I only have a year left at uni so wanted something new. Got a new part time job for more money but hated it so I left after 4 weeks and got a job in a bookshop on less money but I was sooooo happy to be starting this job - the lesson I was going to take from it all was - if its a job you really want then less money doesn`t matter.....but (you know this bit) my new job which I was supposed to start on thurs rang me and said the guy whos job I was having is no longer available as he isn`t leaving.
so what the positive lesson?
I`m jobless and stressed, that doesn`t sound like much of a lesson.
I have fake nails on and am finding it too hard to type! How do people manage it?on that note i will end as i fear they will ping off and for £25 i`m ot chancing it!!!! sorry if there are speling mistakes I cant be bothered going back and correcting them!!!!!
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Re: the wedding
nearly three years James god damn it and i only want the ring hehehe (that was a joke!)...pics to follow in the next few days!
