You need to quiet down. Everything is going to work out. You will find employment, life is full of winding roads and the Bull....works out. Did you to a Gastroenterologist and if so, did he rule out "celiac's"? I think you are all tensed up and anxious. Call your doc either the Gastro or your Medical Doctor and ask them to prescribe/recommend what to do now. There are anti spasmodic meds that will help you control your symptoms temporarily and will quiet down your gut. Drink plenty of fluids, read Heather's food lists, and please I can't stress enough how to read Heather's IBS information. It's all there to help you. Drink the hot peppermint tea while experiencing the Diareha symptoms. It does relieve the discomfort of IBS symptoms. Good luck to you. Read this website quietly and carefully. Take care...life is good!