Oh I'm sorry you're down, and I truly empathize as you know bc I feel like crap right now. Its not easy but I try to remind myself that it will pass, that there will be bad periods and then good ones. As for Michael, contact Marilyn on the hypno board here. She will get you in touch with him. I had the same problem at first. Dan
-------------------- Ladies & gentlemen take my advice, pull down your pants and slide on the ice.