Reged: 08/09/04
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Loc: UK - Leeds for uni, Merseyside for home!
and I don't know why....well actually yes I do...its that time of the month(sorry boys ) and for some reason I'm having one of those REALLY emotional ones...you know the ones I mean girls??!!
I haven't had one like this in ages...I seem to either have a very emotional period and very little pain(apart from it upsets my ibs ) or a very hormonal and emotional one and no pain, and I am having one of those BADLY!! It just feels weird, cos I haven't had one like this for months...ones like this seem to be few and far between with me usually...THANK GOD...but I am just so DOWN and MISERABLE for NO REASON.
It's like EVERYTHING and ANYTHING makes me feel like I want to cry! It started yesterday after I got in from working at Toyworld all day, I'd done 2 full days on my feet and the shoes I have rub and KILL me ....and I walked home, threw them off in a strop...felt all clammy and hot, so had a shower and then made my tea and slumped infront of the TV.
My mum rang me FINALLY after I'd been wanting her to call as I needed to ask a favour....and after speaking to her I just started crying...NO REASON...NOTHING....
Then I'd ingrained myself into the chair in the living room, and there was a program on TMF about Nick Lachey....anyone seen it yet?? Its the 'Whats left of me' one and then 'Behind the music: Nich Lachey' was on after. So I sat there for 2 hours watching all his life story and love story with Jessica Simpson and him talking about how heartbroken he is about the divorce and everything(he's such a nice guy...I really like him....I was so upset they split...) and I just SOBBED AND SOBBED AND SOBBED AND SOBBED ...lol...I was laughing at myself too....like what am I crying for??
Then my flatmate came in and I told her I'd been crying for no reason and then we started getting all 'Bridget Jonesy' about how miserable we are that we are so lonely and haven't got boyfriends and getting all philosophical about life....and...god what do I sound like???...lol....anyways...
Have woken up today feeling exactly the same....just walked 3 miles going there and back to the dr's to put my repeat prescription in, and was all thoughtful the whole way and now again I feel all down in the dumps and want to cry.
Grrrrrrrrrrrr....I HATE hormones....for gods sake I have NOTHING to be miserable about!!!!...Pleeeeeeeeeease make me HAPPY ... I have work at 5pm and am afraid I might burst into tears in the middle of training or something ....lol...
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Having one of those days....
) and for some reason I'm having one of those REALLY emotional ones...you know the ones I mean girls??!!
) or a very hormonal and emotional one and no pain, and I am having one of those BADLY!! It just feels weird, cos I haven't had one like this for months...ones like this seem to be few and far between with me usually...THANK GOD...but I am just so DOWN and MISERABLE for NO REASON.
...lol...I was laughing at myself too....like what am I crying for??
... I have work at 5pm and am afraid I might burst into tears in the middle of training or something 
Natalie 
