I am new to the boards but when I read your post, I can totally relate to your frustrations. I too have been trying to get pregnant for almost two years now, I have not done the injections or anything like that yet...only fertility pills but I am ready to give up too. I sometimes think it's because I'm too old (38), or it's not meant to be. I am tired of complaining also, feeling sick (if it's not side effects from the pills, it's IBS acting up), tired of the disappointments every month. I really don't think I am good advice right now...but I hurt with you, if possible.