Michele, you are definitely NOT crazy! You've been right all along, knowing something more was up and that more could be doen to help you, and I remember months ago when you believed that the RA could be the cause of your miscarriages. Finally, you have a smart doctor, one who will listen and, most importantly, help you.
"Its funny how a doctor can tell you how bad something is but also make you feel so much better about it!"
Your rheumy sounds wonderful! I'm sorry the news about how your RA is progressing wasn't better, but I'm really hoping that the new treatments will give you more relief and slow down the RA.