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Oh boy did we see Shannon's other side last night!!
I fought with Trevor for a good hour last night. Our first big fight in almost six years. He came in on his cell last night and asked his dirty teenager to sit and wait while he talked to me, then went back to talking to her, and the giggling and whatever started. So I started making sort of snide comments. He wouldn't get off the phone or offer to call her back or at least not prance around with his phone around me...so I got out of the house. It was 12:30 so i went for a walk, slamming the door so hard I wrecked the metal on it.
It was very empowering because I've never had a tantrum like that before. In my whole life. And I cried and cried and prayed and swore and mourned. How dare he put me in the position to feel like a prisoner in my own home. And how dare he put a young punk ahead of my sanity in my home!
He will be staying at his mom's as of Wednesday, for a week or two. It honestly can't come soon enough. Then he'll be back towards month's end. By then at least I'll have some anger out.
i told him his staff morale would go down because of this, and the foundation he worked so hard to set up would crack. He keeps saying he did nothing wrong, and is doing nothing wrong, because they're just talking, just friends.If he's just her friend then why is he defending her so much? he's never defended a friend like that before. He's now had about five staff quit in the last five days, including two of his bartenders, who, have to say it, take my side and think he's insane.
Anyhow, after finally getting out all i felt through the last six years about our relaitonship, and breaking something, and letting him see how much it's devastating me, i feel very calm today and am googling a lawyer. That's not dirty for doing something to a lawyer!LOL!
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WOW...Shannon's feeling anger. Whoa.
