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I'm doing pretty well. Better than yesterday. I think it's easier to cope with today. I had a long long talk with a good friend last night and let some anger go, and it was very healing. i realize there's a lot of junk I've put up with in this relationship that I was exceptionally kind about. And I realize now that I've dissected things, that aside from being a bit nonsexual for a while, and being somewhat passive and knowing when not to push things, honestly, I think I was an absolutely awesome wife. So I'm feeling less and lesss like it's my fault, and more and more like he's just sooooo mixed up and has to go through his crap, whether he comes back or not.

I still haven't seen a lawyer but maybe tomorrow?? trying to find the time ALONE to do it.

Trevor had the evening off today so we had a good friendship tlak, and he said he's willing to basically pay our rent for quite a while and basically I can keep almost everything and he'll be OK to start over. So knowing he's not oging to be selfish about it is making me feel better. Really, I do take him at his word for that. He even said I can keep the computer.

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Keep on keepin' on...

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