Reged: 08/09/04
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Loc: UK - Leeds for uni, Merseyside for home!
LOL...actually Im more in love with Shayne Ward than Jesse Metcalfe...and yes there are hopefully going to be plently of other boys for me to play with when I move house ....but I still cant make all these stupid feelings go away. I think I felt worse cos they'd been told I was there and I never went and said hi and a few time we werent that far from them and even though I wasnt looking their and it didnt look obvious...some of his friends are sayin i was stupid and shouldnt have just been so chicken and got over it cheeky! They asked my flatmate if Im still hung up on him and so they just said nothing....makes it look worse now. Anyways...I was kinda expectin to feel like this anyways...cos he hadnt done anything to make me not like him anymore and Im one of those people who when they like someone like like someone and thats it...they'd have to do something pretty serious for me to go off them....trust me I had a MAJOR crush on someone at school from age 7-17 and that only stopped cos he did something bad that put me off
Anyways...Im gona have to just try my best to make myself feel better about myself...cos I think thats a HUGE if not THE reason why I didnt go over cos I was feeling so c*** about myself that day...I need to learn to love myself before I can love anyone else....Im so pathetic arent I!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I think Im always gona feel the same way whenever I bump into him so I just need to get a grip and fall madly in love with someone else....right....am off to meet Justin Timberlake...see ya!
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And where exactly is this jesse metcalfe alike???
....but I still cant make all these stupid feelings go away. I think I felt worse cos they'd been told I was there and I never went and said hi and a few time we werent that far from them and even though I wasnt looking their and it didnt look obvious...some of his friends are sayin i was stupid and shouldnt have just been so chicken and got over it 
cheeky! They asked my flatmate if Im still hung up on him and so they just said nothing....makes it look worse now. Anyways...I was kinda expectin to feel like this anyways...cos he hadnt done anything to make me not like him anymore and Im one of those people who when they like someone like like someone and thats it...they'd have to do something pretty serious for me to go off them....trust me I had a MAJOR crush on someone at school from age 7-17 and that only stopped cos he did something bad that put me off 
Natalie 
