that's what I believe is going on in his head too. he's lost his confidence in his work, which has always been easy. He's tired, I'm tired from being on stage all the time trying to get a teaching job, and the effort has sort of plummeted. weve had a rotten year with just a rediculous amount of bad luck in the last 13 months. It hasn't let up.
I'm praying with all my heart that this is the last of the bad luck for awhile. I realy believe in him, I really want to make it work, so I am going to make him no promises, give him lots of space, look at what I want to change about me, and change it.
I'm going to try to be happy and do what I want, since he feels like doing what HE wants. However, I'm also going to keep a tidy and peaceful home for him.
I hope then he will get that I'm a wodnerful lady. I know it...and deep down he does too.