Shannon...first and foremost PRAY! I have been there...twice...and it is no fun. Expect to go through all the stages of grief as you are mourning your relationship right now. Which is not to say that it can't heal because it can. You are processing...
I would encourage you to keep busy...take Kayleigh to the mall...go buy something sexy, treat yourself to a pedicure.
When things were really bad between my husband and yet I knew that he was going to stay, I went to Victoria's Secret, spent way too much money on something "special yet tasteful" and sent it to his office by courrier with a note on it that said "call me if you want to see me in this tonight".
Doing something like that was way out of my comfort zone but it was my attempt to meet him half-way. Having been in a loveless marriage for a few years, how is one supposed to feel amorous toward a brick? It worked!
Shannon...if you aren't subbing right now, why not join his waitstaff at the restaurant? You could pinch his booty as he went by or just flirt with him a little. It can't hurt and it would be a little cash in your pocket.
When my husband "almost left" and I was in my cubicle crying for weeks on end, my co-workers wanted to throttle him and call him a jerk (and worse). The truth of the matter is that we both had something to do with the deterioration of our marriage, it wasn't just him. Sooo...I felt that I needed to step out of the box a bit and do my part. It worked...
I hope this helps...my heart really goes out to you. I DO understand as I have been there.
-------------------- Have a blessed day! Rachel
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or just flirt with him a little. It can't hurt and it would be a little cash in your pocket.
