Reged: 08/06/04
Posts: 4381
Loc: Within stray mortar fire of DC
Thanks so much guys for the empathy and support. It's really what I needed to hear right now, and I'm not getting the support from my family/bf at the moment.
I have a shrink appointment at 4pm today, and it's the same guy that didn't show up last month (which drove me into tears in the waiting room+prompted a nurse to rush over an ativan Rx). So this will be the first "official" appointment.
I've been sick for 2 weeks now and the fevers have finally gone away. I was going to drive over and pop my head in, disgusting as I am right now, so the doctor can see what I look like when I'm sick. There's no use in him seeing me well. Right back into bed after that for me.
I love you guys and know you understand!! I had a little panic attack this morning when I realized today was a big work meeting where my presence would be missed.
So weird having to drop out of life after I'd joined it again. But I guess in the big picture there's nothing that's really changed. I'm still sick and I still need to get well. Life has to go on without me for a little longer.