Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | Re: Question about being manic depressive

Michele - big hugs! I've been thinking about what to write you all day. I really hope this is something you tell your doctor and therapist about and something you share with Will. I think the worst thing you could do right now is isolate yourself and keep these feelings to yourself. You're not being dramatic or hormonal - your pain is very real and it's a stress on you physically, mentally, and emotionally.

So, I'm glad you shared what you're going through with us, but I'm sorry I can't think of any way to help you. I don't know much about manic depression, although I have some experience with chronic pain and depression. You said something in another post about not feeling like you've been living your life. I feel the same way! Like the past ten years has been about trying to figure out what was wrong with me and the last three years has been just about trying to get through the day.

Even though I'm not religious - I still have faith. I don't know exactly what I have faith in, but I feel like I've been pain-free in the past, so I know it's not impossible for my body to reach that state again. I feel the same hope for you. Maybe you really do need some time to cry and let someone close to you know how miserable you're feeling. It's hard pretending everything is okay when it really isn't. And you won't be able to get the comfort and compassion you need from those closest to you if you can't share what you're feeling right now.

You've been so great and generous with all your advice regarding my recent lupus diagnosis - I wish there was something more I could do for you in return! *hugs*

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