I know I deserve better.
My anxiety is through the roof right now.
The wuestion I have is, what to do with friends and job.
Most of my friends are shared.
He really does not hang out with any of his friends, just his girlfriend he abuses.
Also, the ONE place I want to work at, he works at.
I referred him to work there.
I know the old saying, find something new.
Well, I want to do something for myself.
I want a job doing what I am good at, driving, and with college kids.
I know the kids who run this delievery compnay and I have wanted a job there, but catering to this person, I have been too busy.
Since I am not with him any longer, I have ample time, I need a job, and want to be there where I can meet other kids, but not on the same days as him.
However I am confused on if I should apply or not.
I want to space myself from him, but at the same time, I should not be intimidated or have him force me not to work.
Besides, if he tried to get them not to hire me, well he went to a strip club with me, and told me never to tell his girlfriend.
I don't know if he would risk it.
All I know is, I am here in the apartment alone, feeling anxious.
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