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The Dust       02/24/06 08:19 AM Edit Reply Quote Nelly Reged: 08/06/04 Posts: 4381 Loc: Within stray mortar fire of DC You're so right. It's so much easier to wallow in the dark! I've forgotten what it's like to have energy, except on the days when I DO have energy where I'm like, "Why was I wasting so much time before??" It's a cycle, no doubt. I just don't want to sink any deeper, you know? I guess it's like that for some people too, where it's just easy to eat pie every day. But everything has a concequence, and with depression I lose so much TIME. I'm going to wake up and be 35! How the heck did that happen? The dust mocks me. It's the only witness to my daily failure as a human being. I stare at it and it stares back. I avoid its stern reprimanding stare and pretend I'm far away. Vanquishing dust makes me Superman the next day, when I wake up and see the "clean." Hasn't happened in a while tho. Showers no longer hold any interest for me. The agony of it is that in the shower, anything is possible. I can plan out my day, feel productive and be in control of my life. Then I'm out, and drying my hair becomes a nightmare that sends me back to bed, exhausted. So not fair. SAD is isolating. No one understands. Except the dust, which sees me for who I am. ~nelly~ (I must take a shower.) Print     Remind Me     Notify Moderator

Entire thread Searching for Opinions/Advice hohoyumyum 02/23/06 05:14 PM I live here too and suffer from SAD.... Alyson McG 02/24/06 02:28 PM Re: I live here too and suffer from SAD.... hohoyumyum 02/24/06 05:23 PM I tan usually too.. and question for MOMS with SAD _Willow 02/24/06 03:59 PM Re: Tanning is the best in the winter! LittleLisa 02/25/06 07:50 PM Usu, I do it every winter... _Willow 02/26/06 01:16 PM I'd like to figure this one out too... Alyson McG 02/24/06 04:20 PM Oh YEAH! Bevvy 02/24/06 02:25 PM Message from Smartie Pants..... barbie 02/24/06 02:54 PM Re: Searching for Opinions/Advice hohoyumyum 02/24/06 11:53 AM California Coast? Bevvy 02/24/06 02:30 PM I think Casey might have something to say about that one, Bevvy-nt Augie 02/25/06 07:14 PM Do I Look Worried? Bevvy 02/25/06 07:32 PM Re: Bev...is your profile pic new? -nt- LittleLisa 02/25/06 07:41 PM Yes -nt- Bevvy 02/26/06 08:23 AM Re: California Coast? hohoyumyum 02/24/06 05:20 PM Keep in mind, it's a medical deduction -nt- Nelly 02/24/06 02:15 PM Re: Keep in mind, it's a medical deduction -nt- hohoyumyum 02/24/06 05:21 PM Itemization, itemization Nelly 02/24/06 05:24 PM Re: Itemization, itemization hohoyumyum 02/24/06 05:26 PM Glad to share! Health is expensive! Nelly 02/24/06 05:28 PM Another SAD sister... Ravenndark 02/23/06 06:19 PM SAD! Real stuff, ugh! Nelly 02/23/06 05:30 PM Re: SAD! Real stuff, ugh! hohoyumyum 02/23/06 07:42 PM Nelly, is the lamp effective? Wind 02/23/06 06:50 PM It is for me... Nelly 02/23/06 07:23 PM Oh, that's EERIE! Wind 02/23/06 08:07 PM The Dust Nelly 02/24/06 08:19 AM Re: The Dust Wind 02/25/06 08:35 PM Re: The Dust Nelly 02/26/06 08:53 AM Re: Maybe I should get one! hawkeye 02/23/06 07:56 PM Re: Maybe I should get one! Nelly 02/24/06 08:21 AM Re: Maybe I should get one! Wind 02/26/06 06:08 PM

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