Today would have been my second babies first birthday. We know she would have been a healthy little baby girl had my body been able to carry her. My shrink said it was good to acknowledge these types of days and try to be at peace with the souls I have lost. I keep telling myself that even though my babies weren't born to me that they are well and happy and there souls are in the universe. I like to envision my babies all playing together in a field of flowers on a bright sunny day, with birds chirping and butterflies flying and a cool breeze blowing so they don't get too hot! I know my babies wouldn't want there mommy to be sad and hurting but I miss them so. I imagine what they would look like and how they would act. I can't help but to cry for them all. But, today, please say a birthday wish to my little girl that I may have never met but I will never forget. Happy Birthday Sweetheart, your mommy will always love you.
-------------------- Taking it one day at a time.....
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Happy Birthday to my Angel
