Thanks Alicia. You really made me think. At this point I'm not sure if it's him I miss or just having someone. I am willing to work on our issues, but it seems that he isn't. We broke up last Tuesday. He came over that night to get his things and said that he loves me but needed a few days to think. He called the next night and that was the last I have heard from him I did call him on Sunday and he did not return my call. I talked to a mutual friend that day and my ex told him that he would not return my calls. So he left me hanging. I would just like to know why he doesn't want to try so I can get some closure. It looks like I won't be getting that. I just have to find a way to move on from here. Thank you for your advice and kind words.