Hang in there Tina I've gone cold-turkey off of ADs before and I know how hard it can be...but you'll be ok. Just get back on them and try and find a doctor who will prescribe them for you full-time or at least give you enough that you can wean properly...which means REALLY slowly.
I hope you're feeling better by now...I know how icky it can be...I missed a week of work while going through Effexor withdrawal