No, No, No!
01/20/06 02:49 PM
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Bevvy
Reged: 11/04/03
Posts: 5918
Loc: Northwest Washington State
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Oh, no, don't be sad! Maybe I shouldn't have posted that. Don't feel sorry for me. My mother did me a HUGE favor. I came out SOOOO much stronger as a result of her beatings and mental abuse. It's been a struggle for me all my life, but I can now look at my brothers objectively and see how far I really have come, as opposed to how they've stayed the same, and in fact are just like her.
I did a LOT of growing, moving away from the abuse, and refusing to tolerate it, mentally or physically, from anyone ever again. As my hubby has told me over and over again, I turned out SOOO much better than any of my family. AND I did it all on my own, with no help from anyone. I'm very proud of that. So please don't be sad! And don't be sorry for me.
Just before my beloved father died, he confided in my hubby's mother; he said, "I have three children that I love dearly, but Beverly is really MINE." At the time, I didn't know what he meant by that, but I sure do now. I'm the only one who turned out JUST LIKE HIM.
I understand from my older brother that my mother is still alive but living a miserable existence. What goes around, comes around....
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