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Feeling alone, scared, and down       01/11/06 10:41 AM Edit Reply Quote Snow for Sarala Reged: 03/12/03 Posts: 5430 Loc: West Coast, USA Hi all, Sorry to write like this...but I feel so bleh! I'm grieving over these new diagnoses. Over the fact that my bipolar med makes it difficult for me to access my words. Over the fact that I can't eat fruit or many other things that are HEALTHY. (I'm probably undernourished...and most vitamins and supplements are bad for IC!) I'm upset that I don't have friends here to come hang out with me the day of and after the surgery. I will be all alone. No relatives...nothing. I'm upset that I called the doc's office to get some questions answered and they made fun of me "You know we charge $25 for each question" Can you believe the NERVE of them?? Good thing the doc is so good... I am just crying writing this! I know I'm on a low from the bipolar right now too which isn't helping. And I can't have Jack or chocolate to pick me up or sugar either! I'm truly scared of the surgery. I can get an infection and be hurting for weeks thereafter! This terrifies me! (Then again there is a 50% chance of partial remission for 6 months to a year and a half...but of course my anxiety keeps getting in the way cause there are several ladies on the IC Boards who had complications and got infected! ) I'm sorry to cry and whine...it's just too hard to bear alone. I'm tired of getting a new diagnosis every few months. Tired of fighting. I want to just relax and chill out and have fun. Hubby and i wanted to go camping last Sat. night but who can g camping when it hurts your bladder and pelvis to lie down! A sleeping bag would be worse than a bed Thanks for letting me post and letting me get it all out. I need support and I know you are all here for me. I will probably go post sometime today at BYDLS too cause I know there are people there with 19 diagnoses like me! I couldn't even fit them all in the signature for my profile here...it kept telling me it was too long! I'm starting to feel a bit better just writing here and sharing this with someone! I can't be alone with all of this...it's not healthy! Thank you IBS fam *hugs* Ruchie -------------------- Formerly known as Ruchie Print     Remind Me     Notify Moderator

Entire thread Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/11/06 10:41 AM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down lalala 01/14/06 08:03 AM what they all said plus my own prayers and HUGS, sweetie! ecmmbm 01/13/06 02:30 PM UPDATE...long, sorry!! Snow for Sarala 01/14/06 10:17 PM Re: UPDATE...long, sorry!! Augie 01/15/06 07:42 AM *HUG* wish I could help! khyricat 01/13/06 06:59 AM Oh, my yenta!! _Willow 01/12/06 05:21 PM Hugs are free! Nelly 01/12/06 04:04 PM Re: Hugs are free! Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 04:51 PM Free ride! Nelly 01/12/06 05:13 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down hawkeye 01/12/06 03:36 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:58 PM *Hugs!* retrograde 01/11/06 09:42 PM Re: *Hugs!* Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:17 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down BL 01/11/06 06:28 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:20 PM Big hugs, Ruchie ChristineM 01/11/06 06:02 PM Def. words to live by.. Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:22 PM Sending you hugs and love! melitami 01/11/06 05:59 PM Re: Sending you hugs and love! Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:24 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Wind 01/11/06 05:53 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:29 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Wind 01/12/06 05:12 PM Sweet Ruchie...... barbie 01/11/06 04:51 PM Re: Sweet Ruchie...... Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:32 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Sara-Sage 01/11/06 02:14 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:34 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Dr. Spice Yamin 01/11/06 12:37 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:37 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down jaime g 01/11/06 12:52 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:39 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Augie 01/11/06 12:34 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:40 PM Ruchie, you aren't alone here! bamagirl 01/11/06 12:33 PM Re: Ruchie, you aren't alone here! Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:42 PM Re: Ruchie, you aren't alone here! bamagirl 01/13/06 10:27 AM Re: Ruchie, you aren't alone here! Snow for Sarala 01/14/06 10:07 PM $25.00 poochibelly 01/11/06 12:12 PM Re: $25.00 Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:45 PM Re: Hugs michele 01/11/06 12:18 PM Re: Hugs Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:47 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down TommyNY 01/11/06 11:13 AM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:47 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Shell Marr 01/11/06 11:09 AM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:49 PM Your Number One Fan Bevvy 01/11/06 11:02 AM Re: Your Number One Fan Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:54 PM Re: Feeling alone, scared, and down Kiwii 01/11/06 10:59 AM Jan 26th is the date Snow for Sarala 01/12/06 03:56 PM

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