I am so sorry. I think it is TOTALLY understandable that you are feeling this way about your appointment tomorrow, I think I would feel the exact same way! And I think it is so normal to still get angry, and I think it's completely healthy and it does your body good to let it all out sometimes.
Anyway, you are right about not having any real "answers" but I can definitely offer some hugs!
**Major All Kinds of Hugs!!!**
--Steph
-------------------- ~~I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell-I know right now you can't tell~~Matchbox 20
IBS-D,pain.