Hey all. I just want to vent. It has been the first time since Tuesday that I can sit at the computer. Had an attack Tuesday afternoon and lasted for 5 hours. I got to the point where you wished you were dead. I know you all know what I mean. I was praying to anyone that would hear me. I just get so mad. At first you cry your eyes out because of the pain, then you get so mad because you don't want to go to the hospital AGAIN. I just needed to talk to people who really understand. Since I have read Heather's book, it did help while I was wishing a quick end, on the floor, in my bathroom, in front of the toilet, that there are people out there who know this. Who have and are here. Just thinking of you guys helped pull me through. AND the fact that my mother and brother have this. (Are they sure it isn't genetic?) I have it the worse out of the three of us. Just so grateful that I have people who understand. I try not to let this ruin my life, I have already let it to a certain extent, BUT NEVER AGAIN. Tomorrow, my husband, my son, and I are going to the mountains. I NEED THIS. Please pray that all the diet will help me have fun!...thanks for reading....Marcy.
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