you have every right to still be upset there is no time frame on the grieving process. and we all have times when you are thinking to youself are you freaking serious? what more to i have to take? but if you are spiritual, follow your prayers and the prayers sent out.
i think about you alot hoping you are doing ok. so i really really hope you are finding a little peace, even if it's a glimps now and then, it will come stronger, i'm sure.
take care, i send you many warm thoughts though love lyndsey