Compromise on Ruchie's idea....go buy yourself some really nice pj's! There are pjs that are like posh lounge suits and are perfect for wearing on the plane. I've got one pair I got in the sales that are pure silk with a kimono type top and they are nicer than most of my normal day wear! And if you got pjs, it won't matter so much if you change size.
{{{hugs}}} This has got to be soooo hard. And I'm not surprised it's getting a bit harder - our bodies help us cope with alot by putting us into shock so we don't deal with it all at once. Unfortunately that means we have to keep dealing for longer.
You're such a trooper. Will's family will know that this is hard for you, so just do your best, they can't expect anything else.
{{{hugs}}}
And don't worry about replying to my emails or posts if it's too much! I totally understand that.